gosh*
just as im enjoying this long holiday, its coming to an end already. hmphs.
the only thing tat im dreading now, is my tutorials!! nyahahaa. honestly, havent been tat productive this wkend. PLUS! our bleargh-ish bio test on thurs. sheesh!
either way! nyahahaa. i did revise some bio. thanks to my midnight online mate for being ubberly hardworking, thus making me feel guilty. hah! so yes, guess i'll cope. hee.
as for yesty! the family reunion at my aunt's, was definitely a worth-while trip. hee. apart frm the norms of having lots to eat, lots to talk, and lots to laugh at. we karaoke-d.? mwahaa! was hilariously fun for us children. BUT, started getting mundane when the old one kept the mic to himself despite the obvious fact of him being tone-deaf.
HAH. gosh* pardon my cruelty. i do respect the elderly okay. hee! =)
soon later. dey roamed(ehems*) over to my house. and so! concluded our picture-taking frenzy! was mostly crap, but hey. we entertained ourselves well, aights dear cuzs.?? nyahaa.
today! fun, once again! hah. did nothing much. but i always appreciate family outings. regardless of how pointless it was. got the pics printed! n looked for my adek's shoes. n my abg's bags. practically all the shops in NP and CP were closed. but okay. we got our stuffs. hee.
PLUS! i got my pink belt.! for watever reasons it may be! nyahaha. psst! aimah blanja seyyy! HAH!
apart frm tat. we ate! alot2. tat's nothing new of cos! nyahaha. i luv u, bpk! i luv u, mak! i luv u, erms. all of you! nyahahaa.
aights! shud be getting some chem done! so off i go. hee! till the nxt entry. TAKE CARE! =))
ouwh! btw. my dad dreamt that i got Thirteen points for my O's! and my abg, 19. *prays hard* what if wad they say abt dreams turning out the opposite way, is true.
ouh god please. i pray of you. dun let disappointment befall me too soon. not too soon. please. =(
*i cannot cry, bcos i noe,
that is weakness in ur eyes...*
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Sunday, January 29, 2006
*kampung melayu.?*
woots!
just to let u noe. i met Fauzi Laily today! mwahaa. kays, not met, just saw. still. woots! nyahaa.
went to kampon glam today. u noe, where the istana is and all. dere was some carnival thingy. n since my uncle has a stall dere, n Maria works dere. we decided to go down! wif my family of cos! hee!
true enuff. saw both there. apart frm dat. saw Fauzi Laily and Syed Azmir. singing up on stage. nyahaa. no biggy i guess. since im not entirely a die-hard fan of any. but still. was interesting to be seeing some big-shots in real life. hee.
i was actually more excited upon seeing maria den dem! ahah! gosh* been some time. n she's looking ever more gorgeous, seriously! nyahaa.
btw. she got pics wif azmir and Fauzi! sheesh!
nyahaa. apart frm that. the family outing was funnn. as always uh. hee. plus. im BLOATED! till now. ahaha. syukur alhamdulillah. =))
aights. shall get gg now! fyi, we haf another family reunion at my aunt's tmr. den! we're gg out to i-dunno-where on tues. for that. im ubberly sorry to my dearest floorball mates, for i cant make it to our floorball match.? ahah. enthusiast.
till den. tataa! =))
*life is tough, indeed.
but hey, nobody said it was gg to be easy.
so hang on and, All SmiLes!* =))
just to let u noe. i met Fauzi Laily today! mwahaa. kays, not met, just saw. still. woots! nyahaa.
went to kampon glam today. u noe, where the istana is and all. dere was some carnival thingy. n since my uncle has a stall dere, n Maria works dere. we decided to go down! wif my family of cos! hee!
true enuff. saw both there. apart frm dat. saw Fauzi Laily and Syed Azmir. singing up on stage. nyahaa. no biggy i guess. since im not entirely a die-hard fan of any. but still. was interesting to be seeing some big-shots in real life. hee.
i was actually more excited upon seeing maria den dem! ahah! gosh* been some time. n she's looking ever more gorgeous, seriously! nyahaa.
btw. she got pics wif azmir and Fauzi! sheesh!
nyahaa. apart frm that. the family outing was funnn. as always uh. hee. plus. im BLOATED! till now. ahaha. syukur alhamdulillah. =))
aights. shall get gg now! fyi, we haf another family reunion at my aunt's tmr. den! we're gg out to i-dunno-where on tues. for that. im ubberly sorry to my dearest floorball mates, for i cant make it to our floorball match.? ahah. enthusiast.
till den. tataa! =))
*life is tough, indeed.
but hey, nobody said it was gg to be easy.
so hang on and, All SmiLes!* =))
Saturday, January 28, 2006
*Gong Xi Fai Cai!*
woots! hee.
gosh* im so thankful tat cny falls on a sunday! 4 days of no-school is alot! especially since i reali reali need to revise my now-lost bio concepts. its onli been 3 wks, n we're having TESTs already! nyahaa.
haf i mentioned.? Yesty was FUN. nyahaha.
had lectures and GP till 10.10, before our breaks. den. Concerts! hah. hafta admit, it wasnt as woahs! as expected. den again, sch concerts are never woahs, aights.? hee.
nonetheless! the dance performances were great uh. very nicely done. and! the hall literally trembled when the J2s cheered for the teachers! seriously, i luv the enthusiastic spirit. the togetherness atmosphere was cool.
despite the fact that the singings were bleargh! was exciting overall. in particulars, the performance by our PE tchers! like, Woahs! nyahahaa.
anddd. Floorball Rocks. nyahahaa. training yesty was exceptionally fun. prolly cos there werent as much pple around. only those hu needed to be there was there. get it.? hah.
learned those stylo hits. sweep, smack, swipe..? dunno lah. sounded sumting like tat. hah! dennn. got to bring home our Balls and Sticks! nyahahaa. dey seem very excited bout tat. im not sure why.
but ouwh wells. had fun wacking tikah's butt on the way home!! woots. nyahaa. x) the journey home was super hyper. again, im not sure why. just plain FUN. HAH.
ouh yes! the supposedly barbeque organized by our dearest seniors was nice. though it wasnt exactly a bbq, we were full. since all of us tak-malu-ly helped ourselves when they pass the food around. HAH!
that food tossing thingy we all did, was also FUN. nyahaa. made a huge mess, but yes, enjoyable. FYI, tt thingy taste ubberly funny! n the other J1s were totally entertaining. everything we ate was associated to PORK which sounded more like POK when we pronounce it. HAH!
was a routine of.. digging in with a chopstick into the bowl. lift sumting up. and before u eat it, say...
"POK nose!" or "POK tail!" or "POK ass!"..someone even said, "POK nipples!"
nyahaha. u can imagine how entertaining it was. HaH.
kays! i noe tis is rather abrupt. but den. GTG! nyahaha. gdbye pple! hee. =)
*im not always beaming, u noe.
life has its share of ups and downs,
just learn how to look on the bright side! hee.*
gosh* im so thankful tat cny falls on a sunday! 4 days of no-school is alot! especially since i reali reali need to revise my now-lost bio concepts. its onli been 3 wks, n we're having TESTs already! nyahaa.
haf i mentioned.? Yesty was FUN. nyahaha.
had lectures and GP till 10.10, before our breaks. den. Concerts! hah. hafta admit, it wasnt as woahs! as expected. den again, sch concerts are never woahs, aights.? hee.
nonetheless! the dance performances were great uh. very nicely done. and! the hall literally trembled when the J2s cheered for the teachers! seriously, i luv the enthusiastic spirit. the togetherness atmosphere was cool.
despite the fact that the singings were bleargh! was exciting overall. in particulars, the performance by our PE tchers! like, Woahs! nyahahaa.
anddd. Floorball Rocks. nyahahaa. training yesty was exceptionally fun. prolly cos there werent as much pple around. only those hu needed to be there was there. get it.? hah.
learned those stylo hits. sweep, smack, swipe..? dunno lah. sounded sumting like tat. hah! dennn. got to bring home our Balls and Sticks! nyahahaa. dey seem very excited bout tat. im not sure why.
but ouwh wells. had fun wacking tikah's butt on the way home!! woots. nyahaa. x) the journey home was super hyper. again, im not sure why. just plain FUN. HAH.
ouh yes! the supposedly barbeque organized by our dearest seniors was nice. though it wasnt exactly a bbq, we were full. since all of us tak-malu-ly helped ourselves when they pass the food around. HAH!
that food tossing thingy we all did, was also FUN. nyahaa. made a huge mess, but yes, enjoyable. FYI, tt thingy taste ubberly funny! n the other J1s were totally entertaining. everything we ate was associated to PORK which sounded more like POK when we pronounce it. HAH!
was a routine of.. digging in with a chopstick into the bowl. lift sumting up. and before u eat it, say...
"POK nose!" or "POK tail!" or "POK ass!"..someone even said, "POK nipples!"
nyahaha. u can imagine how entertaining it was. HaH.
kays! i noe tis is rather abrupt. but den. GTG! nyahaha. gdbye pple! hee. =)
*im not always beaming, u noe.
life has its share of ups and downs,
just learn how to look on the bright side! hee.*
Thursday, January 26, 2006
*lonerrr.*
go check the time when tis entry is posted.
guess wad. im in school. u noe, as in innova jc.?? my classes haf yet to end. i still have PE later, at 4.40, all the way till 5.40! hmphs.
and now. why the hell am i updating.?? because im a loner! nyahaha. MT period now, for 1.5 hours. n since im not taking MT, and im the only one in class, sooo. I'M ALONE!!! mwahaa.
its not tat bad. reali. i almost wanted to cry last week cos i felt so isolated. but hey. im getting used to the sch's environment, and im luving it! i dun mind being alone nimore. cos i have SO MUCH to do.
n i LUV the library! has evryting i need. comps, rooms, aircons, anddd. BOOKS! gosh*
niways. FYI. im finally settling down in ijc. honestly, i dun mind continuing after my 3 mths here. but maybe i've yet to get reali exhausted frm all these travelling hours. yet, i'm keeping my options open. yjc maybe.? hee!
plus. im luving my class. its kinda gd tat there's onli 22pple in class, n dere's bound to haf absentees everyday. hah. so yes, we're getting along pretty well. yes, dere are some things that irritates me abt the class, but i guess, we have to compromise ey.?
guess wad! most of my classmates are hyperactive pple! like, extroverts? vocal.? outgoing.? witty! yeahs. u see the connection.? tat's why we clique so well! nyahaa.
CNY celebration tmr! woots! gosh* i remember last year. we were all so enthu, bought those cheong sams n all. gosh* i miss those days lah.
nonetheless, my class is just as enthu this yr! nyahahaa. we're even planning on a class pic tmr. like, erPs.? so enthu! hah. guess it'll be fun lah. once again, i tink those already-real-innovians in class are superrr frendly. like, dey got us all united in class spirit! how nice~ nyahaha.
and ey! haf i mentioned.? although we had to run 10rounds on the track, which of cos we cheated, yesty's floorball training rocks! nyahaha. onli the debriefing part lah. u pple hu were there shud noe. HAH.
"eh you idiot! ******!" said the coach's coach hu had a huge paunchy stomach, and a huge erms, hat? and was only a reserve on the bench of Singapore's Floorball Team. nyahahaa.
oraits! i ought to be gg! i've yet to get any of my bio stuffs completed, despite having 2 extremely thick bio text next to me! nyahahaa.
*frisbee, frisbee...
here i come!!!*
*ouh pls dun make me run!
im shivering cold now,
next im in the sun RUNNING.?
DRASTIC TEMPERATURE CHANGE lehhh.*
guess wad. im in school. u noe, as in innova jc.?? my classes haf yet to end. i still have PE later, at 4.40, all the way till 5.40! hmphs.
and now. why the hell am i updating.?? because im a loner! nyahaha. MT period now, for 1.5 hours. n since im not taking MT, and im the only one in class, sooo. I'M ALONE!!! mwahaa.
its not tat bad. reali. i almost wanted to cry last week cos i felt so isolated. but hey. im getting used to the sch's environment, and im luving it! i dun mind being alone nimore. cos i have SO MUCH to do.
n i LUV the library! has evryting i need. comps, rooms, aircons, anddd. BOOKS! gosh*
niways. FYI. im finally settling down in ijc. honestly, i dun mind continuing after my 3 mths here. but maybe i've yet to get reali exhausted frm all these travelling hours. yet, i'm keeping my options open. yjc maybe.? hee!
plus. im luving my class. its kinda gd tat there's onli 22pple in class, n dere's bound to haf absentees everyday. hah. so yes, we're getting along pretty well. yes, dere are some things that irritates me abt the class, but i guess, we have to compromise ey.?
guess wad! most of my classmates are hyperactive pple! like, extroverts? vocal.? outgoing.? witty! yeahs. u see the connection.? tat's why we clique so well! nyahaa.
CNY celebration tmr! woots! gosh* i remember last year. we were all so enthu, bought those cheong sams n all. gosh* i miss those days lah.
nonetheless, my class is just as enthu this yr! nyahahaa. we're even planning on a class pic tmr. like, erPs.? so enthu! hah. guess it'll be fun lah. once again, i tink those already-real-innovians in class are superrr frendly. like, dey got us all united in class spirit! how nice~ nyahaha.
and ey! haf i mentioned.? although we had to run 10rounds on the track, which of cos we cheated, yesty's floorball training rocks! nyahaha. onli the debriefing part lah. u pple hu were there shud noe. HAH.
"eh you idiot! ******!" said the coach's coach hu had a huge paunchy stomach, and a huge erms, hat? and was only a reserve on the bench of Singapore's Floorball Team. nyahahaa.
oraits! i ought to be gg! i've yet to get any of my bio stuffs completed, despite having 2 extremely thick bio text next to me! nyahahaa.
*frisbee, frisbee...
here i come!!!*
*ouh pls dun make me run!
im shivering cold now,
next im in the sun RUNNING.?
DRASTIC TEMPERATURE CHANGE lehhh.*
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
*OH MY LAP!*
woots! im ubberly excited! nyahaa.
yall must be clueless for now. but wth. let the suspense creep in further. HAH.
was abt 30mins ago since i reached hme frm ijc. i've yet to eat. or change. or do my day's prayers! *tsk tsk, yes that bad.* so why on earth am i updating so enthuly.???
COS. this is gonna be the very first entry that im writing, using my (kay, not just mine, but u get the point.) very first notebook! woots! nyahahaa.! so duh* im happy!
aights. im super busy tonight, considering there's 3 tutorials in my timetable tmr. PLUS, i've a very last-minute chem project that is due on thurs! hah. im not the onli one at fault here ok! heh.
so yes, busy busy lady here. so dun disturb! HAH. but reali lah, im super super happy. plus i have floorball tmr!! nyahaa. All SmiLes! =))
*i love you, and you, and you!!
thank youuuu.! Muaahs! hee!*
yall must be clueless for now. but wth. let the suspense creep in further. HAH.
was abt 30mins ago since i reached hme frm ijc. i've yet to eat. or change. or do my day's prayers! *tsk tsk, yes that bad.* so why on earth am i updating so enthuly.???
COS. this is gonna be the very first entry that im writing, using my (kay, not just mine, but u get the point.) very first notebook! woots! nyahahaa.! so duh* im happy!
aights. im super busy tonight, considering there's 3 tutorials in my timetable tmr. PLUS, i've a very last-minute chem project that is due on thurs! hah. im not the onli one at fault here ok! heh.
so yes, busy busy lady here. so dun disturb! HAH. but reali lah, im super super happy. plus i have floorball tmr!! nyahaa. All SmiLes! =))
*i love you, and you, and you!!
thank youuuu.! Muaahs! hee!*
Sunday, January 22, 2006
*THIRTY FIVE!*
nyahahaa. yeahs!
today's another great day! awesome. I LOVE MY FAMILY. nyahaa. =)) for slightly more details, visit aimah's blog aights. hee. i'll post the pics ASAP, so do check out later, tat is if u noe where to find it. =D
To My Dearest, Dearest Dad,
Mohamed Sani Bin Darhan...
HAPPY ##TH BIRTHDAY
BAPAK!!!
Hope you enjoyed today! as much as we all did in making this a memorable bday! hee. Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki, dan sentiasa diberkati AllahSwT. amin. AND.
WE LOVE YOU till ETERNITY!!! INFINITELY!!! FOREVERLY!!!
*muaaahs!*
So yes. may happiness always surround you, and ur burdens be lessen in nurturing n bringing all 5 of us up. We're sucha blessed children to haf a father like you. im serious.
we may never be able to repay all that u've done for us, but i noe tat i'll pray every single day for god to give you what you've earned. i love you. always always always. hee. =))
*happy, happy family!!!*
today's another great day! awesome. I LOVE MY FAMILY. nyahaa. =)) for slightly more details, visit aimah's blog aights. hee. i'll post the pics ASAP, so do check out later, tat is if u noe where to find it. =D
To My Dearest, Dearest Dad,
Mohamed Sani Bin Darhan...
HAPPY ##TH BIRTHDAY
BAPAK!!!
Hope you enjoyed today! as much as we all did in making this a memorable bday! hee. Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki, dan sentiasa diberkati AllahSwT. amin. AND.
WE LOVE YOU till ETERNITY!!! INFINITELY!!! FOREVERLY!!!
*muaaahs!*
So yes. may happiness always surround you, and ur burdens be lessen in nurturing n bringing all 5 of us up. We're sucha blessed children to haf a father like you. im serious.
we may never be able to repay all that u've done for us, but i noe tat i'll pray every single day for god to give you what you've earned. i love you. always always always. hee. =))
*happy, happy family!!!*
Saturday, January 21, 2006
*SEVENTEEN!*
Dear ZAHIRAH KHAN!
On this jambu day, 21st January 2006, which falls on a jambu weekend, i am dedicating this jambu entry, in my jambu blog, for a very very jambu lady.. You, IrahJambu.! woots! hee. =))
With That Said. Here Are My Well Wishes. Well Jambu, Well Wishes Aights! nyahaha. May Your Deepest Desires Be Fulfilled, Your Wishes Be Granted, And Your Life Ahead Be Surrounded With Lots More Happiness. All SmiLes! so yes...
HAPPY SEVENTEENth BIRTHDAY ZAHIRAH!!!
I LOVEd YOU YESTERDAY. I LOVE YOU TODAY. I'll LOVE YOU TOMMOROW. and i shall CONTINUE LOVING YOU ALWAYS! *muaahs!!!* how.? sounds mushy enough for you.? HEE!
*i noe u're having the bestest birthday ever,
but that doesnt mean you can forget about..
GIVING ME A PIECE OF UR CAKE!!!*
nyahahaa. =))
On this jambu day, 21st January 2006, which falls on a jambu weekend, i am dedicating this jambu entry, in my jambu blog, for a very very jambu lady.. You, IrahJambu.! woots! hee. =))
With That Said. Here Are My Well Wishes. Well Jambu, Well Wishes Aights! nyahaha. May Your Deepest Desires Be Fulfilled, Your Wishes Be Granted, And Your Life Ahead Be Surrounded With Lots More Happiness. All SmiLes! so yes...
HAPPY SEVENTEENth BIRTHDAY ZAHIRAH!!!
I LOVEd YOU YESTERDAY. I LOVE YOU TODAY. I'll LOVE YOU TOMMOROW. and i shall CONTINUE LOVING YOU ALWAYS! *muaahs!!!* how.? sounds mushy enough for you.? HEE!
*i noe u're having the bestest birthday ever,
but that doesnt mean you can forget about..
GIVING ME A PIECE OF UR CAKE!!!*
nyahahaa. =))
Friday, January 20, 2006
*the burger king story*
eh.
are yall getting piss at me cos i've been saying wd a great day i had, thruout this week.? im SO sori! once again, i hafta say. today's Great! hee. =)
had a worm-eating teacher for 1st period. Hee! for once, im not that lost in chem. redox! =D
had to ans a ques for GP to d whole class. what's the one thing you would want to change in the world. something like tat. and i ended up asnwering like wad a pageant contestant wud. world peace! x)
bio pract is boo. so leceh. n wasnt in the mood. hah.
Mrs Bio said, "which sch u're frm.? ouwh! d one wif d pastel green skirt!" now tell me, was tt an insult.? hah!
Floorball training was okay lah. i werent as tired, prolly cos we slacked. n i pity our coach. i cud see the disappointment in his eyes. HaH! plus he punished us wif sixteen push-ups. hmphs.
game was great. as usual, 5 of us in a team. me, dee, irah, fadh, tikah. n thk god we're all experts in diff areas, reali. defenders and forwards. so yes, once again, worked out well. hee. =)
after sch. hee. so sori to irah that things dint worked out as planned. lots of issues. but yeah. im so glad tt everyone put an effort in turning up sey! ish! i sooo luv yall! alot alot! hee. =))
wait! i want to name yall! in order of sits! hah! ME! SYA! NAZ! CHER! DEE! MARIA! YUNI! IRAH! hee. =D catched up on stuffs. smiled alot! hapiii! hee. n took a SCAMZS pic! though i lk horrible, ouh wells. hapiii!
got home. dinner. yada2. dennn. chatted wif my parents! hee. ey, i luv them alot alot too okays! was erms, relieving lah. realized how much i miss our usual catching-up sessions, since im always home ouh-so-late nowadays. hmphs.
NONETHELESS. today is Great! to irah, as promised..
HAPPY ADVANCED 17TH BIRTHDAY! woots! =))
a dedicated post to zahirah khan wud be up tmr, technically. so yes. no promises, but hee.
im done. are you.? so wad r u waiting for.? TAG ME! mwahaha. im NUTS. eh no, naz's nuts aight.? uh. im, kays, another version of NUTS. hee.
*physically and emotionally drained,
but im holding on strong,
for i noe i haf my darlings by my side.*
*all smiles.*
are yall getting piss at me cos i've been saying wd a great day i had, thruout this week.? im SO sori! once again, i hafta say. today's Great! hee. =)
had a worm-eating teacher for 1st period. Hee! for once, im not that lost in chem. redox! =D
had to ans a ques for GP to d whole class. what's the one thing you would want to change in the world. something like tat. and i ended up asnwering like wad a pageant contestant wud. world peace! x)
bio pract is boo. so leceh. n wasnt in the mood. hah.
Mrs Bio said, "which sch u're frm.? ouwh! d one wif d pastel green skirt!" now tell me, was tt an insult.? hah!
Floorball training was okay lah. i werent as tired, prolly cos we slacked. n i pity our coach. i cud see the disappointment in his eyes. HaH! plus he punished us wif sixteen push-ups. hmphs.
game was great. as usual, 5 of us in a team. me, dee, irah, fadh, tikah. n thk god we're all experts in diff areas, reali. defenders and forwards. so yes, once again, worked out well. hee. =)
after sch. hee. so sori to irah that things dint worked out as planned. lots of issues. but yeah. im so glad tt everyone put an effort in turning up sey! ish! i sooo luv yall! alot alot! hee. =))
wait! i want to name yall! in order of sits! hah! ME! SYA! NAZ! CHER! DEE! MARIA! YUNI! IRAH! hee. =D catched up on stuffs. smiled alot! hapiii! hee. n took a SCAMZS pic! though i lk horrible, ouh wells. hapiii!
got home. dinner. yada2. dennn. chatted wif my parents! hee. ey, i luv them alot alot too okays! was erms, relieving lah. realized how much i miss our usual catching-up sessions, since im always home ouh-so-late nowadays. hmphs.
NONETHELESS. today is Great! to irah, as promised..
HAPPY ADVANCED 17TH BIRTHDAY! woots! =))
a dedicated post to zahirah khan wud be up tmr, technically. so yes. no promises, but hee.
im done. are you.? so wad r u waiting for.? TAG ME! mwahaha. im NUTS. eh no, naz's nuts aight.? uh. im, kays, another version of NUTS. hee.
*physically and emotionally drained,
but im holding on strong,
for i noe i haf my darlings by my side.*
*all smiles.*
Thursday, January 19, 2006
*Happy Scamzs 1st Anniversary!*
hola pple.
i haf to say. that once again. today's great.
totally an emotinal roller-coaster day. i realised. i cant live alone. not ever! just one hour of solitude is enuff to wake me up. hah! so yes. i need my pple around me! come, save me!
and yes! haf u heard.? today's Scamzs 1st anniversary! mwahaha. to all my darling scamzs. thanks a million x3 for everything tt happened in 2005! hee. luv yall.
n FYI. within this 24hrs period. i've heard of at least 4 pple hu's telling me, be consistent. n TAT, is a problem. nyahaha. nvm. i'll learn soon enuff.
aights! tmr shud be just as great. so yeah. nites! btw, my body's aching all over! mwahaa.
*great.*
i haf to say. that once again. today's great.
totally an emotinal roller-coaster day. i realised. i cant live alone. not ever! just one hour of solitude is enuff to wake me up. hah! so yes. i need my pple around me! come, save me!
and yes! haf u heard.? today's Scamzs 1st anniversary! mwahaha. to all my darling scamzs. thanks a million x3 for everything tt happened in 2005! hee. luv yall.
n FYI. within this 24hrs period. i've heard of at least 4 pple hu's telling me, be consistent. n TAT, is a problem. nyahaha. nvm. i'll learn soon enuff.
aights! tmr shud be just as great. so yeah. nites! btw, my body's aching all over! mwahaa.
*great.*
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
*blardy functions.*
seriously.
today was great. i was such in a high mood thruout the day. i luv ijc.
...till i got home. wat the hell sey. communication breakdown issit.? how come everyone else in my CG seems to noe tt we're expected to complete the whole assignment by tmr's Maths Tutorial.? n i noe NUTS abt it.??
im hating h2 maths rite now okay. im so totally entirely fully lost. i ruined amaths at sec4 so badly. tt now im drowning. I HATE FUNCTIONS.
and i hate not knowing how to use the super expensive GC. it cost sooo much, have alllll the apps u can tink of, yet ubberly complicated n NON-user frenly! URGH.
practically stared hard at tt blardy assignment for an hour, and all i managed was question ONE.
im soooo frustrated! im soooo pissed! im soooo drained! I HATE H2 MATHS.
now, dun say tt u told me so. i noe u're not in favour wif the decisions i made. but reali. stop tormenting me for it. its reali not any better elsewhere, n u're not helping.
god. how come i suddenly feel like giving it all up. the cca, the ppl, the jc, the education itself. andd the life. god. why did i even bother in the first place.? aights, i noe i cant. at least not halfway thru. im not like dat. pls, munirah, remember tat.
whatever lah ehhh. my stomach needs food now. for my blardy slow brain to function. tink im mugging thru the night. i want that assignment completed. i dun even noe why im so worked out about jc studies rite now. when pple keep telling me tat 3mths course is for fun.
i simply dun see what all the fun is about when at the end of the day, u'll struggle thru ur education. i regret my upper sec life, wholeheartedly. i shud haf tried harder. i noe i can do better, i cud haf done better. if onli i was more aware then, of where tis is heading. chicken fish mcnugget lah.
wads done is done. i ought to stop saying shud or cud or ifs. but i can say chicken fish mcnugget lah.
*i almost always pick the worst time,
to haf the best moments.
so hu's fault is it now that u're regretting it all.?
urself lah, moron.*
today was great. i was such in a high mood thruout the day. i luv ijc.
...till i got home. wat the hell sey. communication breakdown issit.? how come everyone else in my CG seems to noe tt we're expected to complete the whole assignment by tmr's Maths Tutorial.? n i noe NUTS abt it.??
im hating h2 maths rite now okay. im so totally entirely fully lost. i ruined amaths at sec4 so badly. tt now im drowning. I HATE FUNCTIONS.
and i hate not knowing how to use the super expensive GC. it cost sooo much, have alllll the apps u can tink of, yet ubberly complicated n NON-user frenly! URGH.
practically stared hard at tt blardy assignment for an hour, and all i managed was question ONE.
im soooo frustrated! im soooo pissed! im soooo drained! I HATE H2 MATHS.
now, dun say tt u told me so. i noe u're not in favour wif the decisions i made. but reali. stop tormenting me for it. its reali not any better elsewhere, n u're not helping.
god. how come i suddenly feel like giving it all up. the cca, the ppl, the jc, the education itself. andd the life. god. why did i even bother in the first place.? aights, i noe i cant. at least not halfway thru. im not like dat. pls, munirah, remember tat.
whatever lah ehhh. my stomach needs food now. for my blardy slow brain to function. tink im mugging thru the night. i want that assignment completed. i dun even noe why im so worked out about jc studies rite now. when pple keep telling me tat 3mths course is for fun.
i simply dun see what all the fun is about when at the end of the day, u'll struggle thru ur education. i regret my upper sec life, wholeheartedly. i shud haf tried harder. i noe i can do better, i cud haf done better. if onli i was more aware then, of where tis is heading. chicken fish mcnugget lah.
wads done is done. i ought to stop saying shud or cud or ifs. but i can say chicken fish mcnugget lah.
*i almost always pick the worst time,
to haf the best moments.
so hu's fault is it now that u're regretting it all.?
urself lah, moron.*
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
*selected pple*
nyahaa.
yerps yerps. we got selected, all. so yeah. i figure its no big deal lah eh.? since everyone got in no matter how much butt muscles we cramped.
today. one word. funnn.
btw. our coach is super fun. sarcastically fun. frenly lah. kays, u get the pic. ahah!
now im dead beat. floorball trainings starts tmr. so yes. im off for my beddd. woots! hee. =)
*blend in the crowd...*
yerps yerps. we got selected, all. so yeah. i figure its no big deal lah eh.? since everyone got in no matter how much butt muscles we cramped.
today. one word. funnn.
btw. our coach is super fun. sarcastically fun. frenly lah. kays, u get the pic. ahah!
now im dead beat. floorball trainings starts tmr. so yes. im off for my beddd. woots! hee. =)
*blend in the crowd...*
Sunday, January 15, 2006
*slip away.*
aights. i just realize tat it was 4 days ago tat i last updated.
mwahaha.
niways. fyi. im luving life in ijc. hee.
thurs was funnn. though we did nothing for PE, floorball try-out was a great workout. the seniors in floorball were very welcoming. hee.
n did u noe.? the last time i ever did any exercise was abt 3 mths ago, before all those frantic mugging for O's. n sudd, dey make me run 800m without any stretchings! by the 600m, my leg was already stiff. n at the end of it all, i had butt cramps! serious! nyahahaa. well, at least i dint get any stitches.
got home at almost 9pm. guess i haf to get use to it if im planning to stay on in ijc. tat's like missing a whole day of prayers. well, i'll find ways to solve that. sooner or later, i guess. hee.
friday was fun too. met up wif maria! woots. n got hugs frm myra! nyahahaa. yeahs. i sure do miss ai a hell lot! hmphs. of cos, thz to dee for making it a memorable trip. tat fire extinguisher incident. gosh* the taste of those powders were blardy disgusting, i tell u! hah!
saturday. hmms. tink i practically slept my whole day thru. exhausted frm the wk of sch. early morning wake up calls, lectures thruout the day, out till late evenings. especially the walking! mann, ijc is very inaccessible. no bus services to the main gate! heh.
ouh yes. went to Semb SC wif my family yesty nite. bought some stuffs and ate out. i was totally dead beat sey. wasnt looking forward to the outing. but hey, it turned out well. pretty well i'd say. hah.
n Boo! my bpak n abg got new hps. great uh. hah. not tt i reali needed a new one rite noe. buttt, it has cameras n bluetooth, which makes me wonder why my abg still want tat camera my tok gave us sooo badly. plus, the showing offs is obviously pissing me off, cant u get the pic.?? i once made it clear, grasp the facts already! i dun torelate ignorance well at all.
and. im always the one blamed for not being nice to him. come on lah! respecting him is one thing, feeling irritated is another! i cant respect him yet feel irritated at the same time, can i.?? u change, or rather STOP. n i'll give wad u ought to get. my respect. cant u parents understand.?
haiz. seriously, i tink i onli start hating him when my parents are around. otherwise, i tink he noes how to not piss me. like, he's purposely doing things tt wud mke me shoot unhappening remarks at their presence. wif tt. i shall now learn to avoid being in the same area when both parties are around. which means after 5pm, abg dir, u're invisible.
dun get me wrong. i still do luv my brother. reali.
*if tat camera aint mine,
and i dun trust the photographer,
then my face aint gonna be in tt thingy.
get the picture.?*
mwahaha.
niways. fyi. im luving life in ijc. hee.
thurs was funnn. though we did nothing for PE, floorball try-out was a great workout. the seniors in floorball were very welcoming. hee.
n did u noe.? the last time i ever did any exercise was abt 3 mths ago, before all those frantic mugging for O's. n sudd, dey make me run 800m without any stretchings! by the 600m, my leg was already stiff. n at the end of it all, i had butt cramps! serious! nyahahaa. well, at least i dint get any stitches.
got home at almost 9pm. guess i haf to get use to it if im planning to stay on in ijc. tat's like missing a whole day of prayers. well, i'll find ways to solve that. sooner or later, i guess. hee.
friday was fun too. met up wif maria! woots. n got hugs frm myra! nyahahaa. yeahs. i sure do miss ai a hell lot! hmphs. of cos, thz to dee for making it a memorable trip. tat fire extinguisher incident. gosh* the taste of those powders were blardy disgusting, i tell u! hah!
saturday. hmms. tink i practically slept my whole day thru. exhausted frm the wk of sch. early morning wake up calls, lectures thruout the day, out till late evenings. especially the walking! mann, ijc is very inaccessible. no bus services to the main gate! heh.
ouh yes. went to Semb SC wif my family yesty nite. bought some stuffs and ate out. i was totally dead beat sey. wasnt looking forward to the outing. but hey, it turned out well. pretty well i'd say. hah.
n Boo! my bpak n abg got new hps. great uh. hah. not tt i reali needed a new one rite noe. buttt, it has cameras n bluetooth, which makes me wonder why my abg still want tat camera my tok gave us sooo badly. plus, the showing offs is obviously pissing me off, cant u get the pic.?? i once made it clear, grasp the facts already! i dun torelate ignorance well at all.
and. im always the one blamed for not being nice to him. come on lah! respecting him is one thing, feeling irritated is another! i cant respect him yet feel irritated at the same time, can i.?? u change, or rather STOP. n i'll give wad u ought to get. my respect. cant u parents understand.?
haiz. seriously, i tink i onli start hating him when my parents are around. otherwise, i tink he noes how to not piss me. like, he's purposely doing things tt wud mke me shoot unhappening remarks at their presence. wif tt. i shall now learn to avoid being in the same area when both parties are around. which means after 5pm, abg dir, u're invisible.
dun get me wrong. i still do luv my brother. reali.
*if tat camera aint mine,
and i dun trust the photographer,
then my face aint gonna be in tt thingy.
get the picture.?*
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
*eleven deeee.*
heylo once again.
fyi, yesty was fun lah. n tat's definitely nothing new, since i enjoy every opportunity of a family gathering. cos i get to be the oldest lady grandchild, most respected amongst my cuz, yet be childish subsequently. get the pic.? nyahaa.
btw, my dearest grandy gave us a digi cam. the one dat he bought, but apparently dint noe the relevance of it other den taking pics. like, how m i suppose to develop the pics when dere's no film kinda mentality. but watever, i luv my grands oraits. hee.
AND! finally got our CGs. civics group. in aiss, dey call it, class. and we got a pretty funnn CT, civics tutor. which, again, in aiss, dey call it, form teacher. nyahaa.
like how i predicted, im not destined to be classmates wif my darlings. its sucha irony, reali. 5 of us wif exactly d same sub combi, 5 CGs for tat particular combi. and we're all seperated. kay, bedek. dey all get a lady aiss partner. except me. i got tis ai guy whom i've nv ever spoke to b4. ish.
and pls. best ting is stay away when im all teary. consoling wun do much, other den triggering more tear ducts. but hey. reali. wads tat all about.? heh~
plus. the one particular being tat i most definitely put in every effort to stay away from, is in my class. see, like ijc cant piss me enuf.? hmphs. den again, i've learnt to make him invisible. nyahaha.
overall. i tink, its not tat bad lah. just as i tot i might just quit 3mths, i find ijc relatively interesting. i haf to say tat the retainees especially, is veryyy welcoming. hah! for eg, my new found buddy in class! its reali hard to pronounce his name uh. nyahaa.
ouwhs yes. at least everyone in CG aint tat reluctant to flash a smile. kays, maybe not everyone. but at least everyone tat i need to noe of. hah.
PLUSss! i've already ordered tt super ex graphic calc. plus getting myself an Ijc PE-tee. anddd heading for floorball try-outs tmr. so im bound to stay in ijc, a bit more longer den i expected. hee.
yerps. everything seems perfectly okay. so im done.
wait. we had to fill some forms. and i dint noe wad blood grp im in! gosh*! or wad race i am! was i suppose to write, malay, or javanese.? nyahaa. either way, wrote both! hee.
and had to answer some ques for econs lecture! who motivates you, studies wise lah. and seriously, the first ans tat came beeping in my head was. my parents. hee. =)
reali, dey're the best. im just purely glad tat dey make every effort to be involve in my life, playing the role of parents. thankful for tat. anddd. refraining me frm being anywhere near gejalah sosial. ehems. i noe my rights/responsibilities n boundaries being a muslim aights. dey thought me well.
for everything else. im looking forward to another day in JC!
it feels good. nah x6. i noe tat i wud. nah x6. so good! so good! it feels good~ nyahahaa.
*wad is tis world turning into,
when ties tat bond aint even appreciated.?*
fyi, yesty was fun lah. n tat's definitely nothing new, since i enjoy every opportunity of a family gathering. cos i get to be the oldest lady grandchild, most respected amongst my cuz, yet be childish subsequently. get the pic.? nyahaa.
btw, my dearest grandy gave us a digi cam. the one dat he bought, but apparently dint noe the relevance of it other den taking pics. like, how m i suppose to develop the pics when dere's no film kinda mentality. but watever, i luv my grands oraits. hee.
AND! finally got our CGs. civics group. in aiss, dey call it, class. and we got a pretty funnn CT, civics tutor. which, again, in aiss, dey call it, form teacher. nyahaa.
like how i predicted, im not destined to be classmates wif my darlings. its sucha irony, reali. 5 of us wif exactly d same sub combi, 5 CGs for tat particular combi. and we're all seperated. kay, bedek. dey all get a lady aiss partner. except me. i got tis ai guy whom i've nv ever spoke to b4. ish.
and pls. best ting is stay away when im all teary. consoling wun do much, other den triggering more tear ducts. but hey. reali. wads tat all about.? heh~
plus. the one particular being tat i most definitely put in every effort to stay away from, is in my class. see, like ijc cant piss me enuf.? hmphs. den again, i've learnt to make him invisible. nyahaha.
overall. i tink, its not tat bad lah. just as i tot i might just quit 3mths, i find ijc relatively interesting. i haf to say tat the retainees especially, is veryyy welcoming. hah! for eg, my new found buddy in class! its reali hard to pronounce his name uh. nyahaa.
ouwhs yes. at least everyone in CG aint tat reluctant to flash a smile. kays, maybe not everyone. but at least everyone tat i need to noe of. hah.
PLUSss! i've already ordered tt super ex graphic calc. plus getting myself an Ijc PE-tee. anddd heading for floorball try-outs tmr. so im bound to stay in ijc, a bit more longer den i expected. hee.
yerps. everything seems perfectly okay. so im done.
wait. we had to fill some forms. and i dint noe wad blood grp im in! gosh*! or wad race i am! was i suppose to write, malay, or javanese.? nyahaa. either way, wrote both! hee.
and had to answer some ques for econs lecture! who motivates you, studies wise lah. and seriously, the first ans tat came beeping in my head was. my parents. hee. =)
reali, dey're the best. im just purely glad tat dey make every effort to be involve in my life, playing the role of parents. thankful for tat. anddd. refraining me frm being anywhere near gejalah sosial. ehems. i noe my rights/responsibilities n boundaries being a muslim aights. dey thought me well.
for everything else. im looking forward to another day in JC!
it feels good. nah x6. i noe tat i wud. nah x6. so good! so good! it feels good~ nyahahaa.
*wad is tis world turning into,
when ties tat bond aint even appreciated.?*
Monday, January 09, 2006
*hee!*
for once,
im finally enjoying school. nyahaha. though yes, i do realise we've yet to be sorted out into our classes. but wth. today was pleasant.
lectures finally started. lecture notes finally distributed. lecturers finally, erms, lectured.? n our lecture theaters are superb! though ALL of my lectures were onli in LT1. nyahaha.
uh see. im hyper. cos today is terrific! now i just wish tat my classmates wud include those tat i want to be included. ahah.
plus, i hafta say, i reali dun mind my tribemates nimore. some are reali frenly pple, forever willing to flash me a smile. hee. nonetheless, i sooo did not appreciate the constant coughing frm tat tribeguy hu sat behind me. ahah!
n yes! slamat hari raya u pple! hee! =))
gosh* tmr's gonna be funnn. gathering at my nek's wif my cousins n all. so yes, shud be fun. dey'll prolly visit some masjid to ziarah those kambengs while dey're on the death beds. nyahaa.
n hee. i soo luv hearing the takbir. be it on radio or wherever lah. especially when my whole family do it. very very, erms. im lost for words lah. u noe how pathetic my vocab is rite~ nyahaa.
so yes. tat's all, i guess.
haf fun celebrating the day where kambings get slaughtered, pple go for pilgrimage, n school being close for a day! hee. Selamat Hari Raya! =)
*perfect.*
im finally enjoying school. nyahaha. though yes, i do realise we've yet to be sorted out into our classes. but wth. today was pleasant.
lectures finally started. lecture notes finally distributed. lecturers finally, erms, lectured.? n our lecture theaters are superb! though ALL of my lectures were onli in LT1. nyahaha.
uh see. im hyper. cos today is terrific! now i just wish tat my classmates wud include those tat i want to be included. ahah.
plus, i hafta say, i reali dun mind my tribemates nimore. some are reali frenly pple, forever willing to flash me a smile. hee. nonetheless, i sooo did not appreciate the constant coughing frm tat tribeguy hu sat behind me. ahah!
n yes! slamat hari raya u pple! hee! =))
gosh* tmr's gonna be funnn. gathering at my nek's wif my cousins n all. so yes, shud be fun. dey'll prolly visit some masjid to ziarah those kambengs while dey're on the death beds. nyahaa.
n hee. i soo luv hearing the takbir. be it on radio or wherever lah. especially when my whole family do it. very very, erms. im lost for words lah. u noe how pathetic my vocab is rite~ nyahaa.
so yes. tat's all, i guess.
haf fun celebrating the day where kambings get slaughtered, pple go for pilgrimage, n school being close for a day! hee. Selamat Hari Raya! =)
*perfect.*
Saturday, January 07, 2006
*hmms.*
ouwh my.
im beginning to wori abt my subject combination. and especially the class tat i'll be posted to.
primarily, my agg was a pathetic nineteen. which wud put me among the last few in line for de sub comb tat i applied for. gosh. wad if im not eligible for the course, den dey'll just dump me to any other class were dere's vacancy! Nooo!!
nyahaha. im getting real paranoid. reali reali.
alah. i just want my pple lah. i dunno why, i just NeeD my pple! for all i care, i might turn into a sasterawan [irah! ehems, ehem.] at least i'll get her in my class AGAIN~ nyahahaa. dere's at least 3 pple tat i noe of hu's applying for the exact sub comb as mine. and if im reali reali destined to be away frm dese ppl and end up in a totally diff class, den i haf nothing more to say.
but to go AWOL thruout my 3mths course! woots! nyahahaa.
in the first place. i tink i might be insane to haf been influenced into opting for that course. or maybe i was the one influencing dem.? either way, yeahs. insanity!
FYI. was H2 maths, bio, chem. and h1 ECONS! nyahaa. yes yes. i noe many of u did warn me abt choosing econs. yet, many of u too did encourage me abt picking econs, AND flunking our papers together. so yeahs, oraits! ahah.
let's flunk econs! bedek!
among my new yrs' resolution. i shud make every attemp in passing all my subs, even if its a borderline pass. hee.
so yes. pray pray pray. let me get my desired course, let me get my darlings in my class. let me not fail econs! woots! =))
*hyper now. god noes why.*
*cant wait for class. lectures, assignments, projects.
bring it on!
and pls, dun make me take back my words, again!*
im beginning to wori abt my subject combination. and especially the class tat i'll be posted to.
primarily, my agg was a pathetic nineteen. which wud put me among the last few in line for de sub comb tat i applied for. gosh. wad if im not eligible for the course, den dey'll just dump me to any other class were dere's vacancy! Nooo!!
nyahaha. im getting real paranoid. reali reali.
alah. i just want my pple lah. i dunno why, i just NeeD my pple! for all i care, i might turn into a sasterawan [irah! ehems, ehem.] at least i'll get her in my class AGAIN~ nyahahaa. dere's at least 3 pple tat i noe of hu's applying for the exact sub comb as mine. and if im reali reali destined to be away frm dese ppl and end up in a totally diff class, den i haf nothing more to say.
but to go AWOL thruout my 3mths course! woots! nyahahaa.
in the first place. i tink i might be insane to haf been influenced into opting for that course. or maybe i was the one influencing dem.? either way, yeahs. insanity!
FYI. was H2 maths, bio, chem. and h1 ECONS! nyahaa. yes yes. i noe many of u did warn me abt choosing econs. yet, many of u too did encourage me abt picking econs, AND flunking our papers together. so yeahs, oraits! ahah.
let's flunk econs! bedek!
among my new yrs' resolution. i shud make every attemp in passing all my subs, even if its a borderline pass. hee.
so yes. pray pray pray. let me get my desired course, let me get my darlings in my class. let me not fail econs! woots! =))
*hyper now. god noes why.*
*cant wait for class. lectures, assignments, projects.
bring it on!
and pls, dun make me take back my words, again!*
*zips.*
kays, lets start back.
maybe my grp aint tat bad. maybe i dun hate my grp tat much.
maybe the orientation days aint tat pathetic. maybe its fantastic.
but reali reali. i cant say i enjoyed it tat much lah. was very, mundane. i dint get a glimpse of enthusiasm on my part. predominantly due to the fact tat my darlings werent in my grp.
i tot i'd say, i wish i was in their grp. but after much deliberation.?
NAH! miccosukee got the golden maple leave. we rock!
nyahahaa. we ought to win. otherwise, i'd be ultimately frustrated by the fact tat they made me get up close n personal wif all my tribemates during the squeezing games, n scrap my hands during the rolling game, and drench myself in the, erms. splashing game.? hah. yeahs.
i hafta admit. dere was a tiny winy bit of fun lah. reali. hee. our OGLs were awesome i guess, steven, chee wee, and all. and dere were some fun pple in maricopa. reali. hee. [ps, im just naming some stuffs tat i tink i may need to be reminded of laterrr. nyahaa.]
oraits. needta go. wait, just a reminder for myself.
dear muni, pls pls pls dun write bad stuffs abt ur tribe, cos apparently, ur email addy haf been distributed to ur tribemates, thus they may find ur friendster acc, which will lead them here, and read ur reali reali worthless, nonsensical, ubber-crappy entries. thank u.
*lets cheer wif me!
gosh. it's ringing in my head,
over n over again!*
maybe my grp aint tat bad. maybe i dun hate my grp tat much.
maybe the orientation days aint tat pathetic. maybe its fantastic.
but reali reali. i cant say i enjoyed it tat much lah. was very, mundane. i dint get a glimpse of enthusiasm on my part. predominantly due to the fact tat my darlings werent in my grp.
i tot i'd say, i wish i was in their grp. but after much deliberation.?
NAH! miccosukee got the golden maple leave. we rock!
nyahahaa. we ought to win. otherwise, i'd be ultimately frustrated by the fact tat they made me get up close n personal wif all my tribemates during the squeezing games, n scrap my hands during the rolling game, and drench myself in the, erms. splashing game.? hah. yeahs.
i hafta admit. dere was a tiny winy bit of fun lah. reali. hee. our OGLs were awesome i guess, steven, chee wee, and all. and dere were some fun pple in maricopa. reali. hee. [ps, im just naming some stuffs tat i tink i may need to be reminded of laterrr. nyahaa.]
oraits. needta go. wait, just a reminder for myself.
dear muni, pls pls pls dun write bad stuffs abt ur tribe, cos apparently, ur email addy haf been distributed to ur tribemates, thus they may find ur friendster acc, which will lead them here, and read ur reali reali worthless, nonsensical, ubber-crappy entries. thank u.
*lets cheer wif me!
gosh. it's ringing in my head,
over n over again!*
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
*boo. hoo. hoo.*
damn.
i hate my grp. alot alot alot.
i dunno lah eh. everything was perfect, except for the pple in my grp. as in. i need my pple, n not dose pple. *shivers*
watever it is. guess it went well uh. wif 75% of the time, im lost. standing around, like a lonely idiot. urgh. yes yes. i hate the grp im in. i noe everybody, we talk. but i feel so, strange. partly cos im the onli mly gerl dere, n cos, i dunno lah. heh.
IM GONNA STAY AS FAR FAR AWAY FRM MY TRIBE, WHENEVER THE OPPORTUNITY ARISE.
seriously, except for tat. ijc is great lah. building, seniors, some teachers, MY OLD frens. and the morning group walk. hee. ouwhs! n the evening gg-home walk, plus trip to cwp anytime we want. AND, got to meet up wif maria, hee.
so yeahs. overall, nice, but sucha bummer dat we hafta spend the whole day wif our tribe. hmphs. ouwhs btw, i got a RED tee. heh. one perfect, the other oversized wif a white stain even before i wear it!
to tink tat i paid 20bucks for tat, n a dented bottle, wif a relatively nice shoebag, and M1 plastic bag. we were like walking endorsement. eheh.
shucks. y am i complaining so much. gawd. kays lah. im thankful for getting into IJC.
but. pls end this orientation thingy, FAST. i want my classroom. WITHOUT some of the *urgH* guys frm my grp. nyahaha.
better pick properly. think thoroughly before deciding. otherwise, i might just be stuck wif those nutheads, for TWO years. ouwhs. no no nooo.
taa. i totally need my bed. im bumped. entirely, top to toe. arghhhhh.
*im taking back my words.
im sooo NOT luving it.
so dun bring it on, plssss.*
i hate my grp. alot alot alot.
i dunno lah eh. everything was perfect, except for the pple in my grp. as in. i need my pple, n not dose pple. *shivers*
watever it is. guess it went well uh. wif 75% of the time, im lost. standing around, like a lonely idiot. urgh. yes yes. i hate the grp im in. i noe everybody, we talk. but i feel so, strange. partly cos im the onli mly gerl dere, n cos, i dunno lah. heh.
IM GONNA STAY AS FAR FAR AWAY FRM MY TRIBE, WHENEVER THE OPPORTUNITY ARISE.
seriously, except for tat. ijc is great lah. building, seniors, some teachers, MY OLD frens. and the morning group walk. hee. ouwhs! n the evening gg-home walk, plus trip to cwp anytime we want. AND, got to meet up wif maria, hee.
so yeahs. overall, nice, but sucha bummer dat we hafta spend the whole day wif our tribe. hmphs. ouwhs btw, i got a RED tee. heh. one perfect, the other oversized wif a white stain even before i wear it!
to tink tat i paid 20bucks for tat, n a dented bottle, wif a relatively nice shoebag, and M1 plastic bag. we were like walking endorsement. eheh.
shucks. y am i complaining so much. gawd. kays lah. im thankful for getting into IJC.
but. pls end this orientation thingy, FAST. i want my classroom. WITHOUT some of the *urgH* guys frm my grp. nyahaha.
better pick properly. think thoroughly before deciding. otherwise, i might just be stuck wif those nutheads, for TWO years. ouwhs. no no nooo.
taa. i totally need my bed. im bumped. entirely, top to toe. arghhhhh.
*im taking back my words.
im sooo NOT luving it.
so dun bring it on, plssss.*
Monday, January 02, 2006
*woots!*
Happy new year all u old pple!
nyahaha. tmr's sch. innova, woots! after all the dreaded tots. n all the arrangement for tmr's meeting. i've decided.
i cant wait! woo. watever will be, will be. so yeah. new sch.? new pple.? new grp.? Bring It On!
all smiles pple. another year comes. soon, tis yr will pass. so while u're at it, Enjoy! hee.
*im luving it.*
nyahaha. tmr's sch. innova, woots! after all the dreaded tots. n all the arrangement for tmr's meeting. i've decided.
i cant wait! woo. watever will be, will be. so yeah. new sch.? new pple.? new grp.? Bring It On!
all smiles pple. another year comes. soon, tis yr will pass. so while u're at it, Enjoy! hee.
*im luving it.*
Saturday, December 31, 2005
*hmms.*
ouwh my.
i had a dozen of things to write earlier on. but, my gatal fingers just had to check my darling's updates. n gosh* all my thought were up, but in a diff perspective tat is.
still! gosh. im utterly speechless lah. deir updates were sort of touching, or rather memorable. and very insightful. eheh.
sya's entry got me thinking abt those gd old pri sch days. how i'd hate her for getting 1st in class, n leaving me wif 2nd place. though i dun mind lah, i've always luved the no TWO. nyahaa. yes. sweet sweet memories. i too wonder wad drive me to studying.
n i recalled. my dad was actually upset wif me in dose kindergaten days when i dint get top 3. n i cried in my bed to sleep. heh. i dint even noe y. kays, maybe i interpreted the situation wrongly. hah.
den yuni's. nyahaa. sec sch life. gosh* hers made me open back all those previous memorable entries, during conflicting times. eheh. im so sori lah eh. was sucha ass sey. so many times plak tu! ishh.
watever it is. i luv how things have turned out to be. maybe there's a bit of wrong-ness here n dere. still. im satisfied.
to those i've done ouwh-so-many wrongs to, especially all my dear darlings. im utterly sori.
a new year is beginning. let's start again. friends everyone.? hee.
*im now looking forward,
to the new atmosphere, to the new faces.*
i had a dozen of things to write earlier on. but, my gatal fingers just had to check my darling's updates. n gosh* all my thought were up, but in a diff perspective tat is.
still! gosh. im utterly speechless lah. deir updates were sort of touching, or rather memorable. and very insightful. eheh.
sya's entry got me thinking abt those gd old pri sch days. how i'd hate her for getting 1st in class, n leaving me wif 2nd place. though i dun mind lah, i've always luved the no TWO. nyahaa. yes. sweet sweet memories. i too wonder wad drive me to studying.
n i recalled. my dad was actually upset wif me in dose kindergaten days when i dint get top 3. n i cried in my bed to sleep. heh. i dint even noe y. kays, maybe i interpreted the situation wrongly. hah.
den yuni's. nyahaa. sec sch life. gosh* hers made me open back all those previous memorable entries, during conflicting times. eheh. im so sori lah eh. was sucha ass sey. so many times plak tu! ishh.
watever it is. i luv how things have turned out to be. maybe there's a bit of wrong-ness here n dere. still. im satisfied.
to those i've done ouwh-so-many wrongs to, especially all my dear darlings. im utterly sori.
a new year is beginning. let's start again. friends everyone.? hee.
*im now looking forward,
to the new atmosphere, to the new faces.*
Thursday, December 29, 2005
*native indian crap*
Bode'Wadmi my butt lahhh.
yeahs, tat's exactly wad naz said. n i totally agree. nyahahaa.
bullshit. nobody i noe is in my grp. just cos im born in earli aug, n none of my darlings were born around my time. ishhh! now i wish maria got into ijc, confirm we'll at least be in grp TWENTY.
kays, nvm. shall stop fretting over it. wads so wrong abt making new frens.?
SO WRONG. especially since my personality type told me tat im resistant to changes, which is true. sooo. i just hope there's some frendly being in my grp, hu wud be kind enuf to haf me as a fren. nyahahaa.
n yeah, can somebody tell me how many peeps are dere in JC1.? it seems to be a WHOLE LOT, since dere's at least 31 grps! gosh*
ouwhs, btw. i baked tarts n cookies today! hee. all smiles!
*dun wori, u'll fit in just fine!
BEDEK!!! mwahahaa*
yeahs, tat's exactly wad naz said. n i totally agree. nyahahaa.
bullshit. nobody i noe is in my grp. just cos im born in earli aug, n none of my darlings were born around my time. ishhh! now i wish maria got into ijc, confirm we'll at least be in grp TWENTY.
kays, nvm. shall stop fretting over it. wads so wrong abt making new frens.?
SO WRONG. especially since my personality type told me tat im resistant to changes, which is true. sooo. i just hope there's some frendly being in my grp, hu wud be kind enuf to haf me as a fren. nyahahaa.
n yeah, can somebody tell me how many peeps are dere in JC1.? it seems to be a WHOLE LOT, since dere's at least 31 grps! gosh*
ouwhs, btw. i baked tarts n cookies today! hee. all smiles!
*dun wori, u'll fit in just fine!
BEDEK!!! mwahahaa*
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